| what? i miss the way i was before a certain someone came into my life? NEVER.
or maybe that's the truth.
god damn am i pathetic.
oh well. the first step to change is realizing you need to, right? yeah i live my life by the alcoholics anonnymous plan.
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| it's time for a change.
add it. |
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| - Thanksgiving is tomorrow and although the idea of being at my aunt's house for hours doesn't appeal to me, going to my sister's house for her after-thanksgiving party tomorrow night does. Ah, family. Who would have thought I'd ever start getting along with her?
It's snowing. I couldn't be happier. And I really love Deerhoof.
ps- new user picture. I'd say it's well worth seeing. |
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| finally left the house. one new pair of shoes and one new paper journal later, i am feeling much better.
two more days until i peel my face off from sheer boredom! (thanksgiving). who wants to hang out on friiiday? |
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| i'm at the point of JUST WANTING TONIGHT TO END. but then there's the ugly little problem that tomorrow will be exactly like today: i'll wake up in the midmorning, in intense pain. take two vicodin. not get to watch The Golden Girls (which i live for, old ladies are the best) because they don't show it on weekends. get really tired from the vicodin. eat some really bland toast or something. do my makeup out of sheer boredom. take two more vicodin. try desperately to either find a movie on television or convince my mom to rent me something, and commence to ride that boring, boring train until about nine or ten pm, where i will take two more vicodin and fall asleep for the night.
hopefully once it's a weekday and Golden Girls is on the TV screen again, i'll have something to look forward to.
and the best part of this is, i get to do it for at least two more weeks! hurray for monotony. |
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